Your here for a reason π
Hey wonderful hoomans coming across π
I hope your all doing okay. And if not π then I hope you know you are never alone in this π and that there are people out there who care about you, people who want to be there for you and listen to you. π and I mean that.Β
I think many of us feel that we are here, on this earth, for no reason. π I know Iβve felt this way before many times. Getting out of bed each day can be a challenge. Everything feels wrong. everything hurts. Nothing makes sense anymore.Β It feels like we are a waste of space or that we just donβt matter. It feels like no one cares anymore. πΒ
But did you ever think aboutβ¦ how your storyβ¦ yes, *your* story, *your* life can mean the world to someone else? Yes, you. There is no other human being like you. And me understand, many times it can feel differently π But itβs true. There is only one of you in the entire universe. And that means that no one else can give what you have to give. And no one else can see the world the way you do. No one else can bring what you have to bring. πΒ
This is just a little reminder, that someone out thereβ¦ they *need* you. They need, they are waiting for what you have to give and what you have to say. We need you. π Your here for a reason.Β
Iβd like to thank you for being here today. Iβd like to thank you for being exactly you. And I know it can be confusing sometimes, you may not have a clear sense of who you are. π But you *are* needed here, and you *are* loved. Iβm so proud of you for being able to get through each day π So so proud of you.Β
Stay strong, my friend. And please, donβt ever forget how loved you are. And how much we need you π
π Ni πΈ
@LoveMyMoonflowers you know you are wise beyond your years ππ and yep! I'm one of a kindπ could you imagine 100 me s rolling aroundβΏβΏππππ€π€π€actually me and the other me s could reign chaos on this planet.... Brb! Gonna go find a cloning machine
@Tinywhisper11
you really are one of a kind lola bean π *hugs if okay* hehe π
@LoveMyMoonflowers squeezes you tightly β€ I can't find a cloneing machineπ₯
@Tinywhisper11
you canβt find one because thereβs only one lola bean in the entire world π₯Ίπ and me thinks itβs supposed to be that way π i love you so much π
@LoveMyMoonflowers I love you the mostestestπ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
You certainly made me smile and made me feel happy and better many times, Ni!
You do have that gift, that magic wand!
@HealingTalk
Thank you so much, Marcelo π Your words mean a lot to me π Sending lots of love your way ππ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Much love to you too!Β π
@LoveMyMoonflowers thank you for your words. Actually thinking about who will miss me in this world saved me from suicide the first time, the thought of at least my dad would miss me dearly at that time. He still would today, I love him very much. He is one of the most important people in my life that the depression sucker can never take away.
So yes it's important to think about the impact we have on the others, that thought can make a huge difference β€οΈ Take care β€οΈ
@mish3l
How beautiful thoughts and words, Mish!Β π
@HealingTalk really? I thought it's depressing and triggering π Thanks Marcelo β€οΈ
@mish3l
Your love for your father changed your mind.
Seen from that perspective at the time, was very altruistic.
Like "I will continue suffering not to hurt my father"
You were protecting him in a way.
@HealingTalk yes β€οΈ
@mish3l
Hey Mish π thanks for sharing your thoughts (: I appreciate that.Β
Thinking about ending oneβs life can be tough π and a lot of things can go through a personβs head when theyβre thinking about it. But Iβm glad to hear that thinking about how much your father would miss you changed your decision π Iβm so proud of you for that. I appreciate the strength it took for you to make this decision, and how you thought of how your father would feel. π Like Marcelo wrote, you were indeed protecting him, in a way π
I agree with you wholeheartedly. π Thank you for sharing your thoughts, friend π Be safe π
@LoveMyMooonflowers thank you Moon β€οΈπ₯° yeah it was a long time ago. Almost 20 years. It's in the past.
Recently my depressions returned bc of my heart meds so it happened once more this summer. Family always helps but this time it was on the edge. Those meds can have a really strong effect on mental health, I wonder what would happen if I had not stop taking them, I am getting better. I am waiting for a check in February, they didn't want to take me in sooner.
@mish3l
I am sorry to hear your depression returned π because of your heart meds. Iβm proud of you for being able to share this with me, friend π Sending so much love and healing beams your way π I hope things get better for you, and I hope the check-in goes well πΒ
Please know youβre never alone in this π We are always, always here for you and we want to be there to listen. πΒ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Awww thank you! I really needed it! Today was a pretty bad day and iam starting to relapse but this put a smile on my face which is a big win!! Thank you so much for this it really means so much to me!!
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aww thank you for tagging me, Niibuddy, this was so beautifully written. Reminders, I feel, all of us can use often. You just have the most sweetest way to put together the kindest words possible. I love you. Please read this one yourself, you're as much needed and loved as anyone else.π€π
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
π₯Ίπ *koala-huggles you if okie* π¨π