Well I want to overcome the struggle im facing

Well Its been years ever since I lost my brother and my mom when life treated me something else when things didn't go what planed  even my ex and I broke up  I'm single been single for 6 years even I need to get my stuff together when some people make it hard for me even dating is hard  now and days try to get therapy but it don't have enough money  so thats why I found this website  even I was about to quit when it comes to compare with others but that wouldn't work. that's why I start drawing again to  help me  overcome the struggles in my with family crisis or something  else when I have a life too like everyone else does I'm independent even their burdens almost ruined my life even they should give it to God So I can rebuild myself I wish my family members would support me more as others did  as We need to treat each other like we wanted to be treated that is the fact we need each other we have are own path will get us through the journey someday I god will sent me a special person will like me for me.