Venting
I just got diagnosed and I’m having trouble accepting it. They say I’ve had depression for about 10 years and I’ve just found a way to navigate but now it’s all caught up to me. I’m so tired of restarting, like now.. I just cannot get myself to do my portfolio and resume. I haven’t done anything in so long and I just can’t get myself to work again. But I can’t afford to not work anymore, I’m too old to go back to living with my parents. All of it sucks. I guess the only good thing keeping me afloat is praying. I feel so loved after a prayer. It’s just like writing in a journal. That’s something right? Sending love and prayers to everyone here ♥️
I was in your shoes only a few months ago. Now that I've got the job sorted out, my depression is still here and trying to figure out how to navigate what's causing it. I love to hear how you feel after praying. I've found myself even questioning God recently and if I even have a purpose. Do you have any specific prayers that help you feel better?
@Drod777 well done for getting your job sorted ❤ it's ok I think we all question out faith sometimes. I hope you start feeling better soon ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@alexnadoto 🙁 I'm sorry sweetie depression really sucks 🙁 I understand you need to work and get things done. But right now the most important thing is your health, if you keep pushing and have a breakdown, then things are gonna be so much harder for you. So I think right now you need to take a break🙂 maybe a weekend getaway if possible ❤ I also talk to God, and yes hope, faith and believe is a very important thing ❤❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ I hope you start to feel better soon ❤