Utter silence...
I open my eyes, walk to the kitchen...
Everything is quiet, there is no movement, the sun is out, my ears are ringing... Solitude
Nothing to do, nothing to hope for, everything gained, yet everything lost.
Feels like I could sit on this couch for the next 30 years and I wouldn't miss out on anything at all and no one would notice or ask either.
Only people I meet other than church acquaintances on Sundays are the people I deliver food to. But even then most orders instruct me to drop off and leave...
The AC just disrupted the utter quiet...
I guess I should be the one to go quiet now.
I really understand that feeling. I’ve had to completely start over more than once. Brand new place and didn’t know anybody. Seems like everybody already has their friend groups.
But I’ve also had times in life Where I was involved in some kind of project team that I’ve had to work With people closely for a long period of time, And ended up becoming Close with those people. But friend groups are always forming And changing. I’ve never heard anybody say that they’ve just met all of the good people that they Ever want to. Everybody Is hoping that good friends will come along.
I’m really praying right now that you will keep eye contact A little bit longer at church With someone who is talking with you , and give one of those church small groups of try. I pray that you give Yourself credit that you will be a really good friend to someone and then someone else. Invite someone to do some activity with you. You might be surprised.
