Old me

@ThinkerMims

i want you to feel happiness too........

perhaps the issue is the idea of "before" .....

when we focus or compare our good times with  "this one time....."it is hard to recreate the same feelings....   when we take a trip for example in the travel we could have a horrible time and then one part of trip is awesome  later in our retelling we gloss over and only mention the best part....when we look back at certain events we may see them in a rose colored glasses way... 

open yourself to new happy / new experiences and try to enjoy each time not going in to say it won't be like before.