Lost and broken, what else can I do?

Went through emotional and spiritually Difficult seperation 6 months ago.

short version-

My Ex moved from N GA to live with me in NE FL.

She bought, built, and moved into a house that was sapose to be our new beginning. I left mt home an comfort zone of my island 2 move to the burbs with her. Not even 4 months go by and she forced me 2 leave because of serious mental abuse and overall just nasty personality that was very well hidden during the first 8 months of long distance relationship. ( I know, I know, it was a quick move. I truly felt like this was my forever person.....I cant believe I could ever be so wrong about anything like this...)

Well the mask came off only weeks into living together. Between the gas lighting, blaming, shaming, hurtful word exchange an overal terrible treatment I had finally had enough and decided to go stay with my folks because she didnt want to try n fix anything. I lost my dignity in the persuit of making this relationship work because of my sacrifices. She came from money. Just kept throughing money at the problem an then also making it the problem???

multiple fights about dumb *** like that an never resoving or leaving anything open to fixing.

I moved my Son and I out, she put the house up for sale. Sold it an left. That was it. Have had no contact since Aug. Cant believe another human that showed me a completely different side only months ago is capable of such cold and heartless actions.

ive done my home work an tried to understand whats happened here n i can relate to any story of the abuse from the types of crazys below.

Bi-polar? Narcissist? Cluster B relationship disorder? Borderline disorder?

I JUST WANA SAY THAT IM NOT TRYING TO PLAY THE BLAME GAME. I WANT TO HEAL, MOVE ON, LET GO, SOME HOW FORGIVE HER. IM NOT A BAD GUY. NOT MEAN SPIRITED OR DO I WANA CARRY THIS HATRED IN MY HEART.

BUT.....

Ive lost my home, lost my confidence, feel like im losing faith and will to go on. I have a Son that I must stay alive for. I still have a job that was a goal 2 achieve 2 years ago. Beautiful friends an family that are trying there best 2 be here for me.... im asking for help. Plz. Even if i can find 1 person whos a survivor of anything like this. Therapy isnt working. I wont take drugs and dont drink my pain away. Even doing what i used to love isnt helping me get threw this. We were even together for a yr and all the red flags i saw and ignored becasue of the mirror she put in front of me was sooooo conviencing.

If there are a real people out there like this then whats the point 2 ever try again.....