Is applications hard for everybody? Meaning of life? High School?

#meaning_of_life #high_school #applications #alone 

I'm currently applying to high schools and every time i even try to work on any applications i start crying and get depressed.

I'm not sucidial but I do think if there was just a button you could push to get a new life i would definitely use it and i rly am thinking about the meaning of life

WHAT IS THE PURPOSE!!!! we all are born live some kind of a life then die so if afterlife is supposed to be so good why don't we all just stop living