I don't even know where to go anymore...
Djeidi
June 25th, 2023
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Although I know and I've been proven it's not true, somehow at times I still seem to harbour some hope that maybe I can get help. Or maybe it's just that people who know nothing of my situation keep saying I can.
But the truth is, I've been told so many times by different people (including professionals) that I cannot be helped that now I'm scared. People keep saying "you just have to try again" but with so many professionals in a roll telling me I'm helpless I'm now afraid to seek help. At this point therapy and stuff like that seem more like a scam than anything: just go pay an ungodly amount of money and get kicked out and told that therapy won't help you.
Then I don't even know who to turn to, what I'm even looking for...