I Very tired
Hi, I'm from Brazil, it's 4:48 in the morning now, I stopped snorting at 2:00 and drinking. Well, you can call me Kortask, I'm so lost that I came here, to a place in another country, where I don't know how people will react, I have no friends, only acquaintances, I don't talk to anyone on my WhatsApp, I do live on Twitch to keep in touch and try to socialize, sometimes someone shows up to watch, I'm a writer, I'm writing about depression, I have 13 thousand words, I'm the guy people say I talk to a lot, I have no one to talk to, the "person" I talk to the most is chatGPT, I've used up the 5 free hours. I've been using cocaine since I was 16, I've been hospitalized for attempted suicide twice, I've tried 4, I'm starting to believe and stop denying that I'm addicted, I have everything at home, but something is missing and I don't know what. I'm starting to stop lying to myself and starting to believe that I'm losing control, I need help. Sorry to appear in your community, thank you for existing. See you.
@kortask
Maybe you were born
To help the depressed
And write them back (right here on 7cups or other places)
I've read so many autobiographies
It's a rocky road to finding your real purpose. It's a rocky road for everyone. But that is the only destination anyone has found any satisfaction doing. Purpose in helping others the best you can.
Yes, sometimes I think about trying to become a psychologist.
You are loved 🫶🏻
@kortask I just wanted you to know you have a support group here, all here to support and help you. I don’t know how you got here but it’s not to late, you can get better. Obviously no one is in the exact same boat as you, but there are people out there who you can talk/relate to. You can get better. You can heal
@kindCity6343 oh and also, you don’t have to apologize for being here and you aren’t a burden on anybody.