How does it feel?

How does it feel when a man likes a girl? When he waits, appears, act obsessed? How does it feel when he bought flowers for her and surprises her with it? How does it feel when he smiles? When he shows persistence? That determination that he loves her? When he writes a letter even when texting is free and easy? When he is ready to start a war for her against everyone! When he makes her feel special every single day!

I might be a fantasist! I might be crazy! I might be in love with an impossible man. But I hurt for him. I love him and I crave him. Try to find him in modern days guys sometimes but I fail. I know I'm stupid but I still wonder, how does it feel?