Hopeless
I only remember bad memories and focus on negatives. As a kid I was bullied and my family was financially weak when I was a kid. I am an introvert which made me easy target as kid to be bullied. I hoped that when I'll grow up it will all go away. Today I earn well but have social anxiety, I feel lonely. I loved a person who didn't reciprocate the same, finally cut contact but now i have lost that hope...that I'll be happy. I breakdown every night and cry myself to sleep. I keep myself busy else i tend to overthink and thoughts spiral out of control which leads to panic attacks. I just want to feel happy...it's been so long that I don't remember how it feels to be truly happy without constant stress.
@peachFriend6548 hi ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ unfortunately our last leaves a lasting impact on our lives. But you can be happy, you can choose happy. We only live once, so spoil yourself, do things that make you happy, create new memories. I know that's easier said than done ❤ but I believe you will see happiness again. Keep fighting through ok? We are all right here with you ❤❤
Thank you @Tinywhisper11 I do try to but at times all the feelings gush over, I hit rock bottom and I feel back at square one.
@peachFriend6548 I know it's hard sweetie ❤ I'm sorry your struggling😥 gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ we are all here for you ❤
