@beyaz
That's a really hard feeling to feel lost and have lots of pain. I understand and I'm so sorry.
But what I'm praying for you about right now, I promise I really am, is that you forget that word delay, and instead God put the words 💞start over in your heart💗
Someone is waiting to meet you. Then someone else. They are going thru hard times too, but they really can't wait to meet you and that heart your carry. Felt like you lost you along the way, but you didn't. It's all still there. Life has been full of pain but you were somebody special and you still are.