Apathy

I’ve been feeling a lot of it this year. A lot keeps breaking me over and over again. It’s gotten me to the point I feel so much apathy. I don’t care if my job will fire me someday. I don’t care if someone accuses me of something wrong. I don’t care if I’m going to have to move soon across state lines soon.

it makes me sad to really think about.

right now, the only way I’m actively coping is taking drives. My favorite places are these mountains near my apartment. City lights at night while the stars sparkle really bright up here since it gets so dark. It’s the only thing that’s moving me lately.