Acceptance / giving up
Catnip777
October 1st, 2023
Hey. I’ve been depressed for several months and I realized I can’t win it, so I won’t fight anymore. Depression is just stronger and it became who I am. It took me people and dreams, I have no life plans right now. I had suicidal thoughts but they are also not stronger than the paralisation I’m in. So I’m just here, being. Somehow I feel lighter, this is still better than despair (< hopelessness).
Tinywhisper11
October 1st, 2023
@Catnip777 depression is definitely strong and takes up a huge part of your life. Maybe it's not about trying to win, trying to beat it. But maybe learning to live beside it. Gives you a hug ❤❤ I hope you'll be ok