Honest
Man, my whole life everyone else had control over my life but me. I don't want to get into details, but that's what made me try to find real happiness in video games and tv, but when that didn't work, it came down to porn. I didn't realize it at the time and hated admitting this, but a guy came into my life called Kid Cudi. He made me realize how this affected my family and myself. Sadly, my whole life I felt alone, I couldn't talk to my parents because they were very harsh, I cant even talk to my dad, because he doesn't really like the guy who I am, he just is forced to like me because I'm his son. I tried to be better, I couldn't I tried again, I couldn't. I realized that, 2 things hold me back, I cant change, 2 this music is the only thing that make me feel like I'm a part of something. I'm not lonely, I finally feel loved in this music. Either way I feel my life will be in flames.
