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First blood…
Xioxio May 4th, 2023
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What do you do when someone you love

took first blood… and didn’t like how bitter it was?


How bitter your reaction was.


Now they treat me like I am a monster nonstop

because they didn’t like how I responded

to them being so hurtful.


Was I just supposed to take it and

pretend they did nothing?


I hurt so bad… they have only

been there for me once.


Even though they said they would break

their bones to protect me.


I am “too much” and “too fat” and too “clingy/obsessed/ attached and the insults keep

coming because they want to blame me for pain others caused them.


Planned a romantic diner for more than a day… the day of another “30 more minutes I need space,” repeatedly and ” I am mad at you but won’t tell you about what”


But I am clingy/obsessed/attached… because I a thought we were doing a romantic dinner… and at the beginning they didn’t say

that they needed space from me.


I am so alone.

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purplelady568 May 10th, 2023
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@Xioxio - I'm sorry you are feeling so alone and hurt.

I first want to say that your words are beautiful, like a poem!

But those words said to you are very hurtful, and the emotions behind them are dark and deep.

Sometimes it is helpful to tell others about what we are thinking and feeling, in order to let it out, and not let the negativity win.

If you'd like to reach out to a listener about how you are feeling, you can do so here - www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/

I hope that you can find support and encouragement here at 7cups. Thank you for being here.

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