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valthepal15
January 31st
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It's horrible. My hallucinations worsen with each year. I have been having those since I was 7 (I'm 15). Around two weeks before Christmas, I started having horrible paranoia and sleep paralysis which literally puts me through horrible pain as to nearly killing me at times. I have noticed a huge difference through my drawings, it went from wholesome practice drawings to horrible, graphic, distorted stuff within a year. I'm also on the spectrum and suspected bipolar. I haven't slept well since it started. I can't fall asleep anymore. It's affecting my physical health and I already have bad heart problems that will haunt me all my life.