@leastlast
It's an interesting question to wonder and to know how we can accept death for sure. I'm not sure if I completely understand what you mean, are you also saying you have a heavy fate?
I have read that some people actually also believe that it's powerfull to believe that they have the power to change their lifes. I believe people can although there are some things we actually have to accept and that are part of the harsh realities of life but sometimes despite life can be ugly we find short notages of beauty even in ugly places I have experienced personally
If you wanna talk about it you can message although I'm not always online
But I above all wish you peace, because I guess that's the thing we're all looking for and for me your message gave me the feeling that's the thing you were looking for also
I found mine in Christ, I hope you have a nice journey searching for the thing that gives you peace