Spiritual Psychosis
I have not been diagnosed with any disorders professionally, however, Lately I have been having difficulty in life spiritually. I constantly search for the hidden deeper meanings of all things, I obssess over this overwhelming feelings of mystical power inside me.
I also dream intensively, every single night and I am able to remember my dreams as if somehow I was truly there in a different time and place. Recently my dreams have been becoming nightmares where I am tormented by negative energies. I am severely to distracted to complete daily activities that I don’t see as having a purpose. My mind and body is consumed by trying to feel connected to something deeper that everyday life has lost its magic.
please help
Hi, I hope you are feeling better as I see you wrote your note a few weeks ago. I would be careful about trying to attach meaning where it does not belong. I do believe we are spiritual beings, but I hope you can be guided by a mainstream religion like Christianity that is tried and true (aside from misuses of it thru the ages, I believe it primarily is designed to help people and spread love through the help of our savior). If you are not familiar with it as a religion, I would consider attending a church where the minister explains the message in the Bible and helps us relate it to our lives. Every church I have ever been to is always very welcoming of new people. Jesus is the Good Shepherd who looks out for His flock and we are all His children.