Government experiment or insanity? Incompetent psychiatrist?

Hello, i am new here on this forum and thought i would share my story... I am 37 now, i was 19 at the time. I was doing a lot of psychedelics at the time, LSD, mescaline , mushrooms.... I was really into Tim Leary and psychedelics. I thought psychedelics could change the world, i really did. I was seeing intelligence growth on my usage of lsd, i really had a good opinion about the whole thing... So near to new year's eve of 2007 i decided to take a whole lot of LSD with one of my friends who happened to be a Nazi Punk (hitler tatttoos and white power statements all over his body). This is a friend who i thought a lot of, he was a good guy, just got mixed with the wrong crowd while young if you ask me.... So we took a lot of lsd and hang out, jazz bar, bars, drinkin ( i had a very bad trip) . When we arrived to his place i started having a out of body experience, i was one with the entire city, i could, feel, thoughts of people in the neighborhood... The next day i felt schizophrenic, i was seeing truths about the government and lies that were told to the masses, i have been deep into the topic ever since, i still don't believe in my psychiatrist's diagnosis of me being a schizphrenic, i am kinda thinking he's a loser and quite incompetent, i don't believe i am schizphrenic but i don't have anyone to share the same experience with.... i have been depressed and alone ever since.... what do you think? Do you believe in government experiments?