Mental Breakdown

You will be ok. I read a quote today that helped me.

Sometimes you gotta go broke, loose the person you thought you loved, watch your friends turn to foes just to get where your going. Trust the process elevation requires separation.

im at rock bottom myself. Broke no family no friends to hear my struggles. You have you and that’s all you need. You will get through whatever it is your going through. The only way at the bottom is up.

Yeah, but mean it, I can barely function. Couldn't get out of bed hardly at all for months I was so physically exhausted, can't make phone calls, can barely clean up after my eight cats that multiplied like gremlins and continue to, can't leave the house. Am almost always in a constant panic attack unless I disassociate and ignore everything. This has been going on for two years since the start of the pandemic and I thought I could get over it, but it's not getting better. I just don't have the strength on my own. This is the first time I've really said anything to anyone or tried to get help.

It sucks to have no family that you can turn to.

I'm already on SSDI but it's never enough to survive on.

I have a mother but I told her over and over again I am not okay, and all she does is not listen and attack/abuse me. And she only talks to me through text and email. I haven't seen her or talked to her directly on the phone in years.