social anxiety makes it hard to see friends

@p1sxcs I used to have severe social anxiety disorder too, and it's much better now. What I'm trying to say is that if you were asked to recall what shoes your co-workers wore during a workday, you probably wouldn't remember them at all. So people care more about themselves, and you don't have to shut down socializing for fear of making mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes, but few people remember. Your friends are your choice. Believe in yourself and trust your friends.