I tend to worry what people think of me

I am one of those people who needs affirmations to be able to realize that they're loved. And even then, I would ask for a hundred more just to be sure.

I always worry what people think of me. I want to be perfect in front of everybody and please them. And no, I can not help but I really wish I can. It's hard - especially when people ask you to do things you normally wouldn't do but you'd do it anyway just so they could be happy.

I thrive on affirmations... I needed to be told I'm beautiful a hundred times before I finally believe that I am. Pathetic, I know. Does anyone feel me on this level? :/