Embarrassed at being alive
I get so embarrassed after talking to people, whenver i meet new people i overthink everything ive said and get so embarrassed. Ive had so many embarrassing things happen to me too. I want to be aboe to speak to people without getting embarrassed. Because im so lonely
I have experienced many fake and terrible friendships and i go on certain apps, one is a language learning app where you speak to people in the language your learning to improve your language skills. Im so lonely that i go on this language learning app despite not learning any language. I just go on the app so i can have someone to talk to.
i wish i have friends, i wished somebody could care for me, i wish life was better than it is. I used to have a friend but she because obsessed with me and started stalking me and check up on my like ALL the time *sighs*
im so hurt, not sure to give friendship a chance but i want friends but i get so much anxiety for even existing
@itsabaka Hi! I hope this message finds you well. I am really sorry to hear about everything you are going through right now. Do you think you struggle with social anxiety? I can understand how some friendships can lead to hurt. I've been there and people can be really stinky at times. Please know that others can't control your happiness, but I understand that it's difficult to not let it be this way. Maybe there are groups in your area that get together to share hobbies and things like that. Maybe you could look them up and try to join them! I hope this helps and remember you are never alone! ❤️
i am in the same boat of having hurtful friendships in the past and social anxiety. i also push friends away yet want them. please know you are not alone! keep talking about it i hope you and i can both slowly start to be kinder to ourselves and be more open to others.
I’m so sorry to hear that this is happening to you. You don’t deserve to have those kinds of friends. I hope you’re doing good and hopefully you can find some better friends that love you for who you are <3.
Buddy i am really in same condition. I have been embarrasing of bening alive what a shame! We can talk and be friends if you want
You're not alone!!