worthy or worthless

it's a strange feeling where words are never enough to express. it's like suffocating under the open sky on your own breath. neither you know whats going on nor u care to find out. it's all clear but still, blur in your head. its all the helpless anger and irritation which comes out for an instant and then regret takes a lead. where sun rays start to hurt the eye . when u both are comfortable and complain about dark. feeling worthless, falling deep. nor there is a start neither an end