My story

Hi there 😊

I'm new here, how are you all? Well I hope!

Well, I'm 34 and I'm married with 3 kids (13,6&3)

I have suffered from Anxiety pretty much all my life 😩, I've been suffering depression since I was around 17. I was diagnosed with OCD last year. I'm a germaphobe and o really bad control freak, I drive my husband mad but he understands it's how I am.

My kids are my everything ❤️❤️💙

At the moment I am really struggling 😔 the world is a mess.

My husband has just gon back to work after 3 weeks off with symptoms of Covid-19 and then he contracted a chest infection. Now he's back at work I'm here stressing out about what ifs, what if he brings it home and it makes my children poorly, what he catches it and he dies and I'm left alone with our children.

I'm a mess at the moment and none of my "friends" are bothered, I try and talk to them and they make it and them and how they are worse than me or they are coping better than me and they have their husbands at home.

Sorry for rambling. Stay safe everyone!