My anxiety don't let me do anything
I've lost so many things that I wished because of it. Lost a lot of chances to go out with my friends, because all I can think about is that they're only inviting me cause they're pity.
I also love to sing, and always wanted to do something about it, so I always record something, but I never post, because I'm extremely scared of the judging.
I never go out in public, because when I do I feel like people are always talking bad things about me, and everytime I see them laughing about something I think Is because of me. I always feel like I'm the joke everywhere I go.
I never do friendships, never date, never talk with people. I'm wasting my life because of my anxiety.
Same here..I have been dealing with severe GAD for the past year now. Before never had issues.
Due to this anxiety I lost my job, got evicted from my house, lost friends, my boyfriend broke up with me four times(he got back with me)..I am a mother with 3 younger kids and always held down a job.
I feel like a failure as I have been fighting this for a year without much success. It seems like an endless loop..I barely get out of the house as I have a touch of agoraphobia. I push myself to go to the grocery store and make it to some of my kids sports games. I feel depressed and basically stay inside all day long laying around and watching tv..
I can really relate to what you're going through. I know it's scary but I think a really good first step would be to post yourself singing. I know it's intimidating but I did it a few times and it felt so freeing to let go and be open to judgement. A lot of people were really sweet so it turned out alright.
I have lost so much because of anxiety as well. I'm afraid of being around people, I"m scared of going outside, I lost my fiance because I was struggling to do much of anything, I lost my last three jobs and I gave my car away because driving was just getting too stressful and scary for me.
Hang in there!
