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My anxiety don't let me do anything

laurendivide July 20th, 2018

I've lost so many things that I wished because of it. Lost a lot of chances to go out with my friends, because all I can think about is that they're only inviting me cause they're pity.
I also love to sing, and always wanted to do something about it, so I always record something, but I never post, because I'm extremely scared of the judging.
I never go out in public, because when I do I feel like people are always talking bad things about me, and everytime I see them laughing about something I think Is because of me. I always feel like I'm the joke everywhere I go.
I never do friendships, never date, never talk with people. I'm wasting my life because of my anxiety.

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Kballar1 July 21st, 2018

Same here..I have been dealing with severe GAD for the past year now. Before never had issues.

Due to this anxiety I lost my job, got evicted from my house, lost friends, my boyfriend broke up with me four times(he got back with me)..I am a mother with 3 younger kids and always held down a job.

I feel like a failure as I have been fighting this for a year without much success. It seems like an endless loop..I barely get out of the house as I have a touch of agoraphobia. I push myself to go to the grocery store and make it to some of my kids sports games. I feel depressed and basically stay inside all day long laying around and watching tv..

AbejaReina July 26th, 2018

I can really relate to what you're going through. I know it's scary but I think a really good first step would be to post yourself singing. I know it's intimidating but I did it a few times and it felt so freeing to let go and be open to judgement. A lot of people were really sweet so it turned out alright.

I have lost so much because of anxiety as well. I'm afraid of being around people, I"m scared of going outside, I lost my fiance because I was struggling to do much of anything, I lost my last three jobs and I gave my car away because driving was just getting too stressful and scary for me.

Hang in there!