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Intrusive thoughts

wittyGrapes7678 December 17th, 2021

I've really struggled with intrusive thoughts and compulsive behavior lately. For example, I normally take a walk everyday sometimes multiple times a day for both physical and mental health. This time of year I enjoy stepping on leaves and hearing a crunch. It started as something fun and relaxing but now I feel I *have* to crunch every leaf I cross paths with or it stresses me out not to but it also gives me stress to feel pressured into doing it so I'm just always anxious.

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ShneurZ December 17th, 2021

@wittyGrapes7678

Thank you for sharing about your experience with intrusive thoughts and compulsive behavior. It has to be increasingly difficult and uncomfortable for you to feel like you must step on every leaf before continuing to walk, and I can definitely understand that sensation not helping with your anxiety.

As someone who suffers from OCD and knows with a strong familiarity how intrusive thinking and compulsive behaviors feel, I know that it can be a serious and increasingly-difficult struggle as time moves along. You're not alone!

Feel free to reach out if you'd like to - to me or anyone else on the site, preferably with personal experience with OCD (like myself). You can find a list of listeners like that here: https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/?badge=&find=&sort=&ageGroup=&listType=&country=&category=34&gender=&language=&verifiedlistener=on&livedExperience=on

I wish you only the best of luck and the support you deserve!

All the best,

@ShneurZ

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wittyGrapes7678 OP December 17th, 2021

@ShneurZ

Thank you. I appreciate it.

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PinkBunny13 December 19th, 2021

Hello @witty I also have been feeling always anxious & have bad OCD. For me it's cleaning & doing repitive things /counting. It's really awful to live with. It's been triggered even more by life situation. Hoping it gets better for you.

Irishdancer1234 December 19th, 2021

Hello, I’ve been struggling with the same issues recently mostly focused around driving. It can be such a challenging issue, hopefully things get better for you soon and you find relaxation again

rangerman99 December 19th, 2021

Hi everyone, It’s great that you do take the walks. I have GAD and OCD. It has increased recently due to job stress. Walks help me.

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wittyGrapes7678 OP January 9th, 2022

@rangerman99

Yes, job stress is what's most likely triggering it for me. My therapist has been helping me with it.

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