How I'm feeling

I've grown up with a lot of anxiety, mainly due to home and past factors. My story goes something like: I grew up with very little friends, coped with it by talking to myself (internally), and have experienced bullying multiple times up until college; I have become very socially awkward as a result. Being aware of it is nice, but it's been difficult to deal with as I continue to grow up. I do wish my anxiety would go away and that I'd not worry about how others percieve me. I am feeling alright at the moment, but the feeling comes and goes at unexpected times every day. This website has definitely helped me in even the smallest way, feeling listened to helps. I hope everyone is having a good night, or will.