Going Through It

I started back school back up like two weeks ago and it’s just not it anymore. The work is becoming more and I start practices next week but I feel like i’m not doing enough so i’m trying to add more workouts in but also not cause I don’t want to suck during the practices. I have two chances to get a scholarship this week and I gotta perform and if i don’t then everyone will be upset. Then u have to prepare for sat/act and fill scholarships out while also doing clubs. then my friends want me to hang. I try and watch my eating to make sure it’s healthy but it’s soo much. I just keep getting this pit in my stomache that makes u feel sick like when u hear bad news