Feelings now.

How do I feel right now?

I feel like the world is crashing down on top of me, and I feel like I'm never going to be happy again. I'm always anxious and I am in a constant state of worry. I feel like crying over little things and I can't handle confrontation. I feel like I'm holding the weight of four burning buildings on my shoulder and everyone is screaming at me to hurry up and save them, but I can't save them because how can I save them if I haven't saved myself.