Can't get the worry out of my head
Can't get the worry out of my head.
We're about to start a big project at home. Big financial commitment, and I'm scared. We've crunched the numbers so many times, we have padding, legal support, but I'm scared. And I'm so scared all the time it's preventing me from making good decisions, from being confident in the decisions that we've made. My partner is tired of hearing about it. I need constant reassurance - it's not fair to him and it's not fair to me either.
This should be exciting and I'm ruining the moment by my worry.
I also worry that I'm going to ruin it by just injecting super-bad karma into it all. Because I always look for the bad, I always look for the parts that go rotten. And whaddaya know - I find them.
I don't know how to get more positive in a way that sticks.
@intuitiveNectarine1438 Hello! I hope this message finds you well! I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling with a lot of stress. May I ask if this stress interferes with other parts of your life? It sounds like it has more to do with anxiety and not home renovations. Do you find yourself worrying about other things like this? Maybe you could try to speak to a therapist or a doctor? I hope this helps! Best of luck!
