Monophobia
Monophobia is the fear of being alone or loneliness. I'm scared that my friends will leave me and talk about me behind my back, only to make everyone else hate me. I don't want to be rejected. I try so hard to be normal.
It's hard to go on group trips with friends and family because they make me anxious and cause me to panic. I don't want them to feel like I don't care about them, though! I just don't have enough energy or will to go with them. I'm afraid they will never want me around again...
if your friends are able to go around feeling people you are horrible, then you don't want them as a friend. Buthe honestly, they wouldn't do that to you. And Hey! You do by need to be normal just be yourself. no matter what you would not be rejected. You Jane got this.
Thank you for your support! ❤️
