What's going on with me

Idk what's happening with me . I'm afraid to be successful cause everyone surrounding me making distance from me , their behaviour affectinge alot . How would you feel when you are alone , others every one jealous of you and constantly comparing why they didn't got and I got something. I'm feeling so frustrated. Their talks continuously going on my mind . I can't able to step back from this Loop of overthinking. I can't able to sleep or even work. Every second is so much hard