Hi I’m new and need help!

Hi my name is sarah (pixiemoog)

I have a n anxiety disorder and feeling very stressed atm I feel I’m having few problems at home and work it’s making. Me depeesssd

its like the more Ill I am the more I feel I get in trouble or blamed for just being that, I knibfa feel my parents pressure me and it suck to know im much much older to be treated this way anymore the only reson I don’t listen to people because I’ve walkways felt I never need to I’ve listened but im 32 now not a kid I need to make my own decisions not them choose my life for me. I liturally feel I get blamed just because im struggling to receive any form of help.

it’s like I don’t exist half the time