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I have so much going on and I don't know who to tell bcz telling Ai sucks bcz of he repeat answers and I don't have any person physically who I can tell and on internet I just don't want to like on *** and threads bcz it all manipulation I guess and embarrassing but I don't have much friends or I don't trust them or any human or even If I did at a time I am so messed up that I don't know how to know so I just feel like a hard person to even talk to bcz idk it's too much to take at least that's what it feels like and it is also hard when u don't like taking sympathy bcz it's fake or just I don't like it
*** its so messing
Smaze..
@Smaze
I hear you. And I know that probably doesn’t fix anything, but I want you to know that you’re not crazy or broken for feeling this way. When everything piles up, when it feels like too much to even put into words, it’s exhausting. It’s isolating. And the worst part? Feeling like even if you did try to explain it, no one would really get it or worse, they’d give you some empty sympathy that just makes it feel more frustrating.
You don’t have to be okay right now. You don’t have to have it all figured out. And you don’t have to force yourself to talk if it doesn’t feel right. But I do want you to know that you’re not as alone as it feels. There’s nothing wrong with you for struggling, and it doesn’t make you a burden or a “hard person” to talk to. You’re just carrying a lot, and maybe you haven’t found the right space or person where you feel safe enough to let it out. And that’s okay.
I don’t have all the answers, but I do know that what you’re feeling matters. You matter. And even if you don’t want sympathy, I just want you to know that you don’t have to go through this completely alone. Even if it’s just here, just for a moment you’re allowed to be heard.
I don't know its just too much like I am not giving up but I need reasons to not give up I am not losing hope what do I have hope in I knowy demons don't leave me alone but I am alone physically and mentally
Smaze
