Everyday anxiety

My anxiety is so bad here lately. Like with work and my husband. I feel so hollow and empty inside. Like I have no emotion. My husband went into the hospital for his drinking and then got out and continued to drink. He suggested a month ago that he wanted to move to another country to travel and start over. Then he went into the hospital and I did both of our jobs. It was a lot for me. When he got home he is still drinking the same way and he lied to me about it. I’m so fed up but I love him and he is my husband. I have no emotions on the inside. My anxiety has reached a point where all I feel is numbness