Anxious and feeling unimportant.

Hi whoever might read this. I’m a mom of one child, a wife, and feeling like nothing other than that. I have self-hate and low self esteem. I’ve had a rough family life in the past that made me a fearful person in everything. I’ve developed a crippling social anxiety although I’ve been shy and nervous my whole life. I feel I don’t deserve anything. Not even someone to listen to me.