Perverse Thoughts
I dont want to go into much detail until there's more of an okay from someone that this can be posted here, but I have perverse thoughts sometimes and would never act on them but feel ashamed for having them.
Ok, it may not be considered as bad to some since like I said I would never act on it, but sometimes finding underage girls attractive.
I just feel ashamed that I have the thoughts even though I try not to linger on them. I guess just admitting it hopefully will take some of the shame away.
I've found it could very well be intrusive thoughts which makes me feel better about it. I definitely am more attracted to women of age or my age. I have a therapist I've talked to about other stuff but hopefully will talk to her about this too :)
You're not alone... I have so perverted mind that I start imagining it with people I see of opposite gender and get aroused and then masturbate and get ashamed and have guilty feeling...