One step at a time

There was a period where I was obsessed with porn more than the average person should. Yes, family stepped into play to help me. Not all family is aware. I am glad they helped me out, there are moments where I use porn and materbate to go to sleep. Bad habit to use for sleeping purposes.

I work on arts and crafts to distract my mind from watching poor. Not having a job, girlfriend, or whatever I was going through. Made me angry and horny sometimes. Would occasionally chew my shirt when watching porn. To a point the shirt was unwearable.

Slowly working through different anxieties and addictions. Along with family drama. Understanding what triggers my strange habits to look at porn, chew my shirt, or sacrifice sleep.

Glad I made a few break throughs to reduce addiction of porn and prostitutes. Make better choices to fade out of watching porn.