I'm so alone

Hi I have issues too.

Hello 😺,

I can chat. Only been a month-and-a-half since I have seen my other half. He went into a rehab was detoxing pretty hard and walked out then ended up having to stay out for 45 days before he can go back. He ended up in the shelter . He had his phone so I was able to talk. He was too far away for me to see. But at that point he was more clear-minded than I had ever seen him since 6 years. It was so nice to be able to talk to himbecaise he was sounding more positive than ever. He was clear minded. He formed a routeen tocontact me. I feel as if the relationship became stronger diring the month and a half. Now he's back in rehab I'm lonely too. He wll be there for a year and because we are not family and we are not married, he will not be allowed contact with me. Even though I did not know about his secret addictions ( I thought he had bi polar). I miss him. He will be there for a year maybe longer. There will be times when his brother will be able to take him out and he can call me then. My family thinks I'm crazy for still wanting to be with him and loving him and supporting his decisions. I don't have anyone to talk to about this without facing some sort of confusion on their part.

I have School I'm trying to finish. Occasionally I might go out with a friend like once a month or less. They all have husbands and kids that are young . My children live with their father and they are almost at a high school and the other one it's already grown. don't really have many friends. Keep busy by going on Hikes and walks. I'm thinking about joining a meetup group or something. But I just don't feel ready for that yet.

Im new to this group. I know how alone life can feel. Try to find little enjoyments that you can. Feel free to message me anytime.