Hurt and confused

A few days ago my fiance was walking on the freeway in the fast lane to try day buy a car. The police picked him up and he been 5150. He accidently took 2 depression meds instead of one ( he has a perscription) He drank two pints of whisky. He does not remember anything else before the poliece found him in the fast lane.

Today he calls me and tells me that he has been abusing methamphetamines well over the amount of time we've been together. So at least 6 years. I had no clue. And it is havoc on our relationship. We went from seeing eachother on seekends to him never showing up before 5 and ahen he did he was always trying to pick a fight or sleep. I thought that he had bipolar disorder or something.

Found out that he lied to me about things. I'm giving him a chance to get the help he needs. He seems very receptive to that concept. The hospital decided to keep him for an extra 14 days at least.

The house he lives in the roomates both have drug and alcahol problems. My uncle supplied him with the methamphedimenes.

COVOD brought this all out into the open. My uncle was in the hospital and sent threat messages to my fiancee not to come here or he would hurt him. Because my uncle did not want covid and my friend works for lyft. His roomate got COVID gave it to my friend sho gave it to me and so i have not seen my friend for aout three weeks. The house of cards fell down. So thank you God for the start of healing

I'm feeling very numb right about now.