The effet of weed on me
My name is Jakob and I’m a teenage boy who has been struggling with a marijuana addiction for 7 months now. It actually took me some time to realize it was an addiction. Actually, I realized it was an addiction only when it was way too late. For this whole time I thought I had the situation in control, I was absolutely wrong. Never had I in control any of what was happening. And here I am now, stuck with this burden that makes normal life way heavier to carry. I simply cannot live a single day without smoking anymore and I know it is dangerous yet I still do it. For that, I could say I feel like crap about myself. I’ve tried quitting multiple times, but I never succeed. And now, I don’t know what to do anymore because a part of myself doesn’t want to stop, because life feels so much better when I’m high. I’m just so afraid my parents will find out about it, i don’t know what I’d do in that case. Anybody have an idea of what I could do about this?
Thanks in advance
@BalceJusbi
If you are serious about ending this .... consider this........ in many programs to break addiction, like AA or NA for example where they stand up admit to group they are addicted or alcoholic.
One of the first steps is admitting it, congratulations on saying it to yourself ........but maybe saying to your parents would help..... maybe it would add a serious reason to quit. we all assume our parents will react a certain way and often they might surprise you.
How are you paying for your supply? is the idea of "look at all the money i would have if i did not buy this" be motivating to you? some stuff on street is laced with other things and you really could be risking more then you realize.
