Thinking of going back to heroin
I am clean for a few weeks now, but I realized that I am completely alone and no one cares sincerely about me. I can't take it. I have no reason to fight with addiction anymore! I think I'm gonna start using again
@AlladinInsane84 i realize that you probably wont care what a random person on the internet but i think that would not be good. Heroin is probably exspensive and i think you should save that money to get ice cream.
No. Fight it. Fight the urge. You are better than this. Take a shower. Clean yourself off. Put on your nicest clothes and go to church. Go meet people because you are not alone. You are loved, and cared for. You are a beautiful child of God and you're better than this. Just because you haven't met the people yet, doesn't mean they're not there. But you posted this, you called out for help, you don't want to be this anymore. So don't. Fight like your life's on the edge. Fight for one more day. Help people, volunteer. Don't live for yourself, don't fight for yourself. Fight for others. Live to serve the people around you. Live for the little moments. The little smiles and the birthday parties. The feeling of grass under your feet, coming home to a clean house. A child's laugh, the feeling after a good exercise. The genuine you get after helping someone out. Live. Please. Fight. Don't let your story end here, this is only the beginning.
