Is there still hope for me?
Hello everyone thank you so much for reading this. I am 42 years old and am a male. I've been an addict for about 17 years. From snorting Adderall, ( stimulants ) when they'd run out opiods and or anything else I could get my hands on. I've been to 5 or 6 detoxts, and I am diagnosed with dual diagnosis ( masking my anxiety and depression with drugs. )
I haven't been serious about quitting until 2 years ago. I new it was my Rock bottom then and now I know it's my rock rock bottom and I'm to the point of finally being able to get myself sober. I wish I had more resources, but AA speaking personally is an amazing program for me.
I used to use every day. If I wasn't using I was planning on a way to get money or I'd be sleeping. Finally I can see that my worse day sober are better then my best days high.
I just just relapsed. It will be a two day relasapse as I got some medication I shouldn't have from my doctor. I know I can stay clean but I have a question.....
Being an addict for so long, not having much work skills or a college degree. Basically starting my life over, my question is-is there a life for me? Can i still do something with my life? Can i get people's trust back? Can I make something out of myself? This is the 1st time asking, I know it will be hard at 42years old, but can I? This isn't supposed to be a foolish question as I just looked at it and it appears to be. I can really use some support, I know I have to get and stay sober. Thank you!
@Imtrying2019 Hello there, and welcome to the community! We are happy to have you here with us. Just to let you know, I moved your forum post to the appropriate forum sub-category.
I am so proud you are reaching out for support! That take so much courage and motivation. I'm sorry to hear about your struggles; relapse is always difficult to deal with, no matter how many times it may happen to a person. I'm afraid I can't exactly answer your questions as I feel the answers will vary from person to person. In my opinion, it is never too late to turn your life around. You know you best.
If you haven't already, feel free to also check out the 35 and over sub-community for further resources and support.
35 and Over Community
Let us know if you have any further questions or concerns. I wish you all the best. We are all here for you, and I know you will find the light out the tunnel soon. :)