Has anyone dealing a addiction problem?

Its all started from being heart broken and became depress about it. With the feeling of loneliness and away from home. I started gambling to cover the pain that i have felt but things out of control. I got addicted. I work just to gamble. Neglecting my family(dont know how are they now) and isolate myself from my friends. Upon waking up into reality. Im in debt that cost me a year of my salary. Then tiday a negative thoughts came into my mind like its better to end my useless life but im not buying it. Right now, im looking for solution, if it is not then negative thoughts might prevaile. Im posting this to find a glimpse of hope before i run out of time. I hope everything would go back before covid. And everything is find 🥺