Self esteem issues
Hi, I always feel like I'm being judged by everyone. It stings me forever when I have made a mistake. I blame myself in self talk more often. I always feel like I'm less cool or less intelligent while talking in a group. I feel like no one in my college is truly my friend with whom i can be open. Long self talks are the only comforting thing for me. I feel like I'm missing something in me that I had once. Even while typing this, I feel I might be judged for my English. I also feel it's vulnerable to show ur true emotions as people can easily manipulate you.
@proactiveHickory20
you are not alone .... i think we all think these items in life but truth be told many mistakes we go over and over in our own mind often are not even noticed by others..
many people are so self conscience the do not have the time or head space to be watching your every move or judge it ........
are there others who do ? ....................YES ..... but very often they look for flaws in others to give themselves a false sense of superiority which is often short lived and petty and that is a trait many notice and then no longer listen to that type person. I look at them and smile thinking so sad you resort to that for some boost.
Thanks for your reply. What you said was very true. Some cheap PPL find short term superiority by doing such things. I'm trying to be away from them. I don't usually judge people but judging ppl early for our own good is okay. Whether be it right or wrong. Need to learn more about manipulations. I think our old self is the only deserving person to judge us.
