My Life Story PRIVATE PLEASE DON'T RESPOND

This is my private space, so please no remarks, or responces. I'm going to tell my full total story honestly and openly and I will not leave out any details. Much is tragic and depressing. Many times in the past when I heard a sad story about devistating losses, addictions, dysfunctional families, i would get a chill and empathize. But when I realized that now I'm that person, it's incomprehensible. So difficult on so many levels that this is going to take me a long time to write it. I promised myself I would write it before it's over. This is the right time.