Loneliness
I think it's been a year that I lost all of my best friends. I have no siblings and no good connection with my family; it means I have no one, seriously no friend no family or not even one person to talking with about my day;) You know I think because of this harsh year that I didn't talk with anyone about any thing I lost the ability of making connection with people. I lost my confidence. I really like to find new friends and talking with people but whenever I meet some one new I have no idea what to say and i just panic and stare at nowhere.... I guess I need a huge help....IDK what to do with my boring life. Nothing is interesting anymore. I feel like there is a heavy stone on my chest that doesn't let me breath. I can't even sleep normally....it's around 3 am right now that I'm typing this and tomorrow I have to be awake at 9 am but I don't care I just don't wanna sleep. God this situation is really driving me up the wall....help me if you can I'd really appreciate it :>♡