Feeling very blue
I am the teacher who resigned because of Covid. I work from home now as an online writing tutor but some days are so freaking slow! With stress of holidays and crap my mother-in-law is pulling, I am very depressed and I know this is normal. I just don't care about anything right now and what I do care about is being controlled. I spent a lot of yesterday and today in near tears. My daughter-in-law FaceTimed me yesterday showing me that grandbaby is smiling now. This did make me happy but I immediately broke down after because of how I feel. I miss my old life as I'm sure others do. I'm angry that people won't follow mask rules. I'm angry at president for being a bully as ways. I'm scared my one piece of potential Joy has been stolen by husband's mom who has to have things her way.
@goodWalker4788
Hey! I feel you. I am experiencing a similar thing. I think we just have to hold on to the hope that we are going to learn things as a humanity because of this, which is really hard to hear right now. The overwhelm seems to never stop. I just think that we have to experience our emotions and find a way to get them out. Maybe finding small joy will help you feel better, may i sugest watching cute animal videos in youtube? or videos about restoring faith in humanity? I hope you feel better soon. Never forget that you are important and loved